My story

 Day 5 Dave Dave was an extroverted, happy, and brave boy. On the 10th of January was his first day of school. He was excited and couldn't wait to meet new friends. His parents raised him well. His childhood was filled with animals from the farm, nature, and tradition. On the first day of school, ave had already made a friend. His friend's name was Max. Max just moved in here 2 weeks ago from new york city. He showed all his favorite toys. His favorite was a Nintendo console. Dave looked at the Nintendo with curious eyes. He wanted to play it. Dave asks Max if he could play with it and max gave the Nintendo to dave. After school, ave ran home and searched for his mum. "Mom, an I have a Nintendo please?". His mum said no but then dave began to cry and scream. After some minutes his mum said yes she thought that dave deserve it because he has always been a good boy. The next day his mom gave him the Nintendo. He was excited and couldn't wait longer... He wanted to p...

 Day 4 Bravery Brave. Is a rare trait. People who are brave are fascinating to me. They have fears too. But they don't let the fears influence them. They don't care what other people think of them and they are absolutely right. I wished more people are brave. It is so underrated. I try to be braver every day. Try to do the right things. I do not know if I have succeeded yet but eventually, It will. I want to tell stories to my future children of all the obstacles and challenges I overcame. That I was brave, strong, and kind. I want them to see me as an inspiring role model. And I want to tell them that it is okay to be different or to feel sad sometimes but most importantly it takes bravery and courage to never lose hope, even in tough times. Brave. Like the Greek gods. Proctecting the weak, innocent humans. 

 Day 3 Technology I have a weird relationship with technology. On the one hand, it helps me work more efficiently and makes my life easier. On the other hand, It makes me feel less alive and sadder like it is eating my soul.  Love and hate are the feelings I have for it. Instagram is the devil. A handsome devil with irresistible charisma but he keeps feeding you lie and there is nothing you can do about it because you are so mesmerized by his magnetic appearance. Deep down I know that if I keep going on like this I will live an unhealthy life.  But at the same time, I cannot live without it because it makes my life more colourful and more interesting. Try to be stronger than him. Because at the end of it all he is not real. He is not in control. You are. You are real. You do not have much time left in this world. I am glad that you gain control and see reality. The beauty of nature, the feeling of the sun and the peoples. Enjoy it. After 3 days your friend are on Instagra...

 DAY 2 If someone asked me which president I find the most attractive. I would answer without any second thought, Theodore Roosevelt. He was the 26 president of America. When I read his biography on Wikipedia I was amazed. He was such an interesting person. I mean he was literally a badass. He was shot during a speech and he kept the speech going until the end. That speaks of true strength. Everything about him is attractive to me. I always find masculine guys who are curious, adventurous, and funny but also have principles, values, and always tries to do the right thing inspiring and attractive.  My boyfriend and I are both alike. We struggle to find a purpose. We are not like those kids who always knew they wanted to be a painter or an actor since they were 10 years old. No, we are those people who like almost everything and get bored fast. I told him we are extraordinary. Or maybe we both have ADHD. I am very grateful for my life. And even though it is not perfect it doesn'...

 08.23.2020                                                         My first blog I've never blogged before in my whole life. I'm willing to change that. I want to create more depths and meaning in my life. I struggle with anxiety and I always felt like something is missing in my life like I have no purpose. I realize that's because I'm 24 hours on my phone and always on Instagram, looking at Instagram posts. This has a negative effect on me because I feel more tired, unmotivated, and sad. I don't want to live my life that way. Today I watched a very inspirational video about a man ( Seth Godin) talking about how starting a habit will change my life. I listened to him. He mentioned that consistency is the key. Well, I always struggle with consistency and I am prone to get bored easily and move on. But I am willing ...